happy-sad

m happy....atleast more dan before feelin gud happy somethin more some kinda f mixed feelingz r around some makin me happy n oderz make me go round friendz r bck but somethin is stil missin n datz y me pissin at an instant sab kuch kharab ho jata hai n another instant sab kuch theek... but before i cud enjoy dat 'sab kuch' theek feelin everythin getz entangled again uff...wat shud i do....wat i shudnt it seemz lyk a visicious cycle jo theek hota hai phir kharab hone ke liye n vice-versa....